Evanescence - Going Under
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Just go ahead and enjoy those.
Anywho, how are you? Haha, sorry, I couldn't resist the rhyme. But seriously, how are you guys? No problems? Everything's good? I worry about you, ya know. I don't need anybody going bat-shit crazy on me. Let me know if you have a problem, and I promise I'll help.
I think I'm goth guys. I've never really acknowledged my style till 'bout a week ago, when a little girl wearing a pink dress (gag) asked me why I wore so much black. Of course, my mom says it's just a phase. Um, how about no? And whats the difference between goth, emo, and punk? I know punk was first, and then goth, then emo. Goth and emo sorta branched off from punk. Wired right? I bet there was a ton of you who didn't know.
Whatever. I am so sick of the world. First my bitch of an ex-stepfather, now this moving thing I have to do, I have reports, just finished testing, I'm blacked out guys. I'm not getting enough sleep either, not going to bed till like, 3 or 4 in the morning. No joke! So now on top of being goth, I'm now nocturnal. Just bloody fantabulous.
I think everybody knows why I have this blog. To rant and rave to the internet, even though I'm 100% sure that nobody is reading. That suits me just fine. I really don't expect anyone to read this. Do whatever the hell you want. Goths, Emos, Punks, Skaters, Gay peeps, Loners, Anti-Social bastards (like myself), Permanent Halloween peeps (though I call it Samhain), Wiccans, my fellow people of the night, you are welcome here.
I feel like such a complex individual. I'm totally an otaku, but with no friends. I model my life after 'The Addams Family' for Pete's sake! How do I deal with the world? Can anyone tell me this? What should I do? I'm so bored that by now I'm just waiting for Death. Hopefully that won't come till I'm like, 80 though.
8 is such a perfect number. Its my favorite. The reason being that 8 is the only perfectly symmetrical number in the world. And don't you dare mention 0, it doesn't count. You can divide 8 vertically and horizontally, and by two, and still get a perfect number. I hate even numbers, especially 4. Reason. The Japanese word for 4, shi, means death. Even though I like Death, and await its call for me, I still hate 4 with a passion. But that's just me.
I might have AHDH.
Well, my little mad hatters, we have nothing else to say to day!
Goodbye,
-Cheshire Kat
Welcome to my nightmare.
